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“I have a personal ambition to live my life honestly and honor...

Fri, 08 Mar 2013 10:11:02 -0500

“I have a personal ambition to live my life honestly and honor the true love that I’ve had and also the people I’ve had around me.”

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Fri, 25 Jan 2013 09:09:00 -0500

sieravianney: My religion

Fri, 25 Jan 2013 09:08:10 -0500

sieravianney:

My religion

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Fri, 25 Jan 2013 09:05:37 -0500

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Bitter Sweet

Thu, 27 Dec 2012 18:29:16 -0500

Bitter sweet. That is how I feel. Half of me still holds on to hope. The other half knows it’s never going to happen again. I’ve dreaded this moment. You are someone else’s. Kissing someone else, holding someone else, loving someone else. I remember when that was me. I remember when you used to hold ME, kiss ME, love ME. And you went away so suddenly. You left me out in the cold. You drowned me with every emotion. when you left me, I was broken. I have been trying to put myself back together ever since. With every piece I’ve stitched up I have found broken promises, loneliness, tears, shattered dreams, wasted time, and so many lies. You told me once that you don’t like feeling like you have wasted your time. I don’t either. So why are you with someone that I know you don’t and will never love. I know you. A place in this world is what you’re looking for? I could have given that to you. I’m not going to say that maybe we weren’t meant for each other because that’s just something people say to make themselves feel better. But I will tell you that I am stronger. I have always been strong. I have always picked myself up and and dusted my knees because I have the strength to do it. But, you have made me STRONG-ER. For that, I thank you. I promise we will meet again. But this time, I won’t get weak in the knees. Instead, I’ll raise my head and I’ll look at you in the eyes…and with that look I hope you realize that you have lost what could have possibly been the best thing you EVER had.

It's a damn shame.

Thu, 13 Dec 2012 00:33:50 -0500

I held on to my pain because that’s all I ever learned to do. I held on to my bitterness because I knew that in order to make it, I had to be strong and independent. I healed you from every possible wound you ever had and as hard as you tried you could never heal mine. But, you refuse to understand that I never wanted you to heal me. I never wanted you to give me what I gave you because not everyone needs what YOU need. I learned many things from you. Many things that I steal keep in my heart today. I wake up every morning knowing that today I will be better. I don’t hold bitterness as much as I used to, I heal myself. That night, you chose your path. You turned your back on the person who has been there through everything for you. I’ve never wanted an apology, I never wanted your forgiveness. I don’t regret a single thing I ever did. But, after all is said and done, you will find yourself alone, in your own self rightousness. I never meant to come across as heartless, I was being strong when everything else was falling apart. I admit, I had my many faults, but you chose that night to walk away from my life and ever since then, I won’t lie, I have lived in peace. But, I agree, it IS a damn shame such a beautiful friendship went to waste.

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Mon, 10 Dec 2012 16:55:03 -0500

the love of my life!

Sun, 09 Dec 2012 21:57:41 -0500

the love of my life!

Carry on

Sun, 09 Dec 2012 12:30:25 -0500

We all carry in our hearts someone we can’t forget and for what ever the reason, it is extremely difficult to let go, Specially when you don’t know how. They say that time heals everything but, exactly how much time they do not say. I’ve lived with regret and hope for such a long time now. I’ve lived every day since reminiscing. I have played back and forth in my head every possible memory I have of him, every thought, every glance, every touch, every word and still I don’t know how it is that I got here. I’m not perfect, so I’m sure I’ve made some mistakes. But, when everything was said and done and it was time to move on, I needed some closure. Something to tell me go on with my life. Instead, I got maybes and hopes, and we’ll sees and one days. Words that could light up any fire of optimism inside you. I was left out in the cold alone with words that could warm anyone up. It has been such a lonely road. I have changed as a person. I am more picky now with the people I surround myself with and the men I talk to. I sometimes believe that the ride is over and suddenly I’m back in line waiting to get back on it. You see, everytime I think I am moving on, the world throws him back into view and my heart breaks all over again. I relive those moments again and again, it’s torture. Many times I’ve wanted to throw in the towel and give up on everything I have ever believed in. But, I know better than that. Atleast, I think I do.

When you dislike someone so much that their name angers you.

Sat, 08 Dec 2012 00:47:45 -0500

sodamnrelatable:

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And yet, you keep trying to prove you're a lady!

Thu, 06 Dec 2012 23:53:34 -0500

It amazes me how girls act and how they make themselves look, only to cry about how bad people perceive them later. Well, Let me tell you something, If you make yourself look like a whore, that is how everyone is going to see you. Posting stupid little comments like “rules were meant to be broken” and “think like a boss” when everyone already knows you’re trying to sleep with a married man is just another reminder of why everyone thinks you are, in fact, a slut. Please, don’t cry about it later and make yourself seem innocent and weak. You know what you’re doing, and sweetheart, it isn’t going to work. Your attempts to seduce a married man makes you shallow and unworthy. You would think that having a daughter makes someone mature a bit, but I guess I was wrong. Instead of chasing a piece of meat, darling, focus on your daughter because when it comes down to it and the world revolves around the sun a few times, your daughter will be your age doing the same thing you are. That, my friend, is what I like to call….like mother like daughter. Therefore, Set a good example for your kid and stop your pathetic intentions on something sanctified. GOOD DAY!

When I look through my friends list on facebook

Wed, 05 Dec 2012 22:23:37 -0500

sodamnrelatable:

I’m just like:

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I should have known better.

Wed, 05 Dec 2012 19:24:59 -0500

You’re right, we never really know anyone. We never really know that the person that we are supposed to trust and believe to hold our best interest is the same that will make us choose between our career or our friendship, or even worse, between life and death. We never really know that this person will turn their back on us the moment we need them most. I once said “You never really know anyone” when the person I should have been most careful about was you.

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Wed, 05 Dec 2012 19:14:18 -0500

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Mon, 03 Dec 2012 10:24:04 -0500

Karma strikes again!

Sun, 02 Dec 2012 14:55:12 -0500

I wrote about Karma a couple of days ago. Well here I go again, because honestly, Karma fascinates me. I have done some messed up things, no one is perfect. I’ve been paying for what I’ve done for a while now. My Karma was losing the man I loved. It’s okay, I have accepted that I needed to pay. I did something else I’m not proud of, my Karma is having to see that person all the time and remember my mistake. What fascinates me more than my own Karma is other people’s Karma. I have a friend, and as much as a good friend he is, he lacks in the boyfriend department. His Karma is having to live with someone he only half likes. His karma is having no balls to stand up and tell his family that the woman they want for him is the one who he hasn’t loved for a very long time. The next victim is an old friend who lies his way into girl’s hearts. Karma hasn’t got to him yet, but I keep my popcorn ready because this is going to be a great show!! So you see, Karma always makes sure we pay for what we’ve done. You can run but you can’t hide! So next time you’re about to do something that you wouldn’t like it to be done to you, think twice and maybe even three. If you’re willing to pay Karma’s price then good luck to you!